Journey

Is it ending?

Although this one issue has been going on and on for years, and X have yet to have answers for it, this is bizzarely the first time X feel that it is ending, and conclusions are in the process of revealing itself.

Been thinking bout this for like weeks, in the past few days, its just getting worse. Realized that unless X actually do something about it, it won't change on X's side.

XXX side is always changing, X don't know what to believe, only can deceive. XXX're never gone, cos xxx're never here.

Fear is too great to be defeated. Am afraid. What if, if X get to know The Truth and it is nothing like X thought? Will X be able to be normal? Will X not shatter? Will X not be hiding behind curtains?

X guess X know the The Truth already. What X need to do is confront it. But X know X don't have the courage.