Wednesday, October 22, 2008

<3

I think I'm ready to hit the button and go. I think, I can cushion the fall ; my fall, if its ever that way. 

The only thing needed to get all these ideas work is : Closure. 

Right now, a closure is what I need most to move forward. This chapter of my life needs an ending. Doesn't matter anymore wether it's happy ending or the other way round. I need to be free to be able to soar in the sky, or at least, to try to fly up high. 

It does me no good if its meant to be this way. I'll only feel chained, like what I felt all these times. I'm not blaming You. Because I'm not even sure who are "you" and I'm not even sure if  "you" exist. But even if You are "you", it has never crossed my mind that it's your fault. It's never like that. Nothing is right or wrong. It's just me who needed the 'Go'.

Yes, I still do think that I'm a fool, but I have no control over what my heart feels. But still, no matter who are "you", I wish You the best things in life. I guess, "we" will never cross paths again but even if it's like that, You deserve everything best. 

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

what is <3? i want to ask very long time ago d but dont always forget. Anyway, ur english too 'keng' d.. not really understand what does it mean~

Pei The Piee said...

huh really donno? then tilt or sengetkan ur head to the right and see again ;O

if still dono then....

koh sushan said...

haha..sin yee oh sin yee!
u are always my laughter medicine ;D

Anonymous said...

izzit love? if yes, sweat lor!!