Insecurities.

Currently back home, wish to leave no more.

There's just too many I'll miss when I'm away. Too many I can't let go so soon.

I wish to skip starting it all over again when I'm there again.

Without something to countdown to, or to look forward to or just something to hold on and hope for, it will be really tough. Surely it'll be another emotional chapter.

I dread leaving. Despite my wants at the other side and my determination to experience another way of life in a foreign land, I can give up all that or trade it for the comfort of this place i call home. I want to feel like i belong here again.

1 is up. Only 6 more to go.