I don't like what I'm feeling now...

Hmmm somehow I managed to screw up today... I didn't think it'll affect me this much but yeah, now I have problem getting asleep, when I'm actually dead tired already.

Aihhs,,, why do I always have to feel like this? Feel what you'd ask. I.DONT.KNOW. Kinda emo but I hate to admit and say im emo, cause the word is so overused...so overrated

Neway the biggest problem is I DONNO WHAT IM FEELING BUT I SURE DONT LIKE IT!

I just don't like this feeling I'm feeling now.. Okayy maybe partly it's sorta like guilt. I kinda like make my group member/s disappointed and pissed, I guess, cause she msged to inform bout a meet up to discuss and finalize and reconstruct the assignment.....but being me, my phone is on silent and I didn't bring my phone along when I went to a friend's room to ask bout PTPTN stuff till like two hours later only I managed to look at the phone's screen with 6 incoming messages (from diff ppl=more stress)

Was like fml already but when I look at what I was bombarded with, it's really taken its toll on me....from super-tired-i-don't-give-a-fuck-and-wanna-sleep-already-mode, it changes 180 degrees to i-can't-sleep-don't-know-what-to-do mode...

I was asked questions I dont even know answers to even when it is regarding me and my interests. fml

I hate this..... I hate this post even more cause it's so self-pity and I dun likkit.. Thats why I blog instead of posting on FB.. Needa have a more private platform to express meself.. And I kinda trying hard to avoid wallowing in self-pity..it gets so sick to see people everywhere thinking they're the most unlucky/kelian on earth, while what they're going thru is just another chapter of life everyone else also have to go thru...

So...self-pity..go away from me.... shooooooo~

Reminder : This post contain 45% self pity so its totally crappy and it suck so bad, really.