Saturday, November 7, 2009

Secara randomnya,


 skilless doodles. too many kalers. heh. don't focus elsewhere alrighttt. .... 
I just wanna say that I'm happy for Judy, who is doing what she <3 doing and is great at it too!


Sorry I don't know how to put this in a nicer, poetic way with flowery, nicer to hear words, but that's really what I feel that prompt me to post this up. This is very random I know but that's how I felt after looking through her photos attending some award ceremony thinggy.

Hmm. Or maybe its envy that leads to this entry??? Heh, I'm not too sure =/ 

Either way I'm really happy for her lah! To see her doing what she's best at and loving it. This is not something all of us have the chance and opportunity to achieve. So happy for her and everyone who <3 what they're doing currently! I know she'd gone through lots of hardship and put in lots of effort to be where she is today, so she definitely deserve everything she have. 

Time flies, how funny to picture now that we used to speak to each other in BM up till 12 or 13 yrs old. Hahahaha! We don't even speak Chinese, I dunno why! Then automatically in secondary sch, we switched to Manglish hehe cause I speak bad Engrishhhh, till today pun, my Engrish sucks imho, spoken and written, mind you. -___-|| 

Actually this also make me realize that I'm really really bad at keeping in touch, cause it reminds me of how long since I've last seen her and also many of my other peng yous. It's not like I refused to. It's like its just so natural. Heh. Guess all I need is ACTION!!! 


But, thing is, sometimes, I need a lot of time to my own. It's like I live in my own world. I may not be aware of what's happening around me when I'm in that mode. I wouldn't even bother bout "what day is today ah?". So, my dear peng yous, do FORGIVE ME for my unintentional ignorance alright??

Umm, as for myself, I do not know anymore what I'm best at and what I like best. ><

But for sure, I'll anyhow make the best outta what I have now. I don't wanna regret not doing things or regret for taking things granted. We all have regrets but all that matters is how we look at it in the present. Either make it a lesson or dwell in it and gain nothing but heartaches. The latter doesn't sound inviting right, so make the best out of what you have now, or else, if you don't like what you have, do something!! 

Cakap senang lah, kan???  ;O   


:D ;D :D I SHOULD GO STUDYYYYY

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