I dreamed...

I dreamed. 

I dreamed, and i feel disturbed. 

Very very disturbed. 

It is CNY and we're on the same table, waiting for food. There's other friends, but you looked so different. You looked terrible. You don't talk, you don't talk to anyone, you just kept to yourself. 

You looked terrible. Dumbfounded was i.

Then we ate, laughed, exchanged news, but still you say not a thing and just looked down, on the ground. 

There's beautiful buildings around. Very pretty architecture. Pretty pretty lightings all over. Pools on highest level of buildings. 

Suddenly we decided to get into a glass house. 

Whoa, there's a very mesmerising view of a beautiful reservoir, that resembles one near my school. Whoa, it's magnificently huge! And it's spinning too. We looked a while.

Then, realized that you were not with us. We moved. Yes back to the table. You were alone. Still looking down, on the ground. I'm dumbfounded, again. I never say a thing. Neither do you to me.

It was then decided to leave. You'll leave, with two or three others. Can't stand it no more, I whispered to her, asking. She said you were breaking, and that was what that caused you to look so terrible. I was dumbfounded, this time, heartbroken. More heartbroken that I had to find out, from someone else.

Then like a lighting, reality strikes. I'm awakened. But, the dream is on going. Heartbroken still. More now, that because after all these, and after these yrs that I still cannot determine whether you're 2_______ or not. 

Only thing, I'm glad in reality you don't looked anything near terrible during CNY, in fact you looked so bright, and it can only mean one thing - that you're not breaking :) This is what keeps me sane after this dream, cause part of me is still in it.