Today, I fainted for real for the virgin time in my life.
It is at the same time, all mempersiasuikan and gruesome when recalling what had caused me to faint. I have never ever had any major problems with my health until now and i never thought I could pengsan!!!
Ok so here's the thing. Some many hours ago after dinner is done, my parents and i went to visit my aunt in the maternity ward. It was a chatty affair and hopefully nothing serious, cause she had a fall and was required to stay to do some check ups. So what can pregnant ladies and babies do to make me faint aye?
Answer is nothing. Cause i did not faint in the hospital, despite that although it should be a cheery atmosphere there in the maternity ward, it feels a bit too gloomy, and white.
After the visiting time's over, we proceeded to the private clinic, for my mother to consult the doctor for a growth at the back. It was growing ferociously, albeit stopped growing, it's still painful and swollen to touch. We waited for the doctor to arrive, and my dad asked me to accompany my mum in.
After consulting and examining, the doctor say he had to cut it open, meaning a mini-surgery, to remove the pus and bad blood. Well it was nothing serious, other than the fact that he decided NOT to use any anaesthetics at all, which makes the whole thing totally serious and gruesome okehh.
The process was very "yerr" , "OMG!!" & "WTF??!". I have never seen something so gruesome with my own eyes in front of my face happening in real life. At that moment, my thoughts wander back to the maternity ward. Babies?? *shivers* Oh but they had anaesthetics, which my mom didn't. At that moment also I feel like kicking him in the nuts and ask him to stop all the cutting and pressing and forcing the blood and pus to come out. He said it was not a good situation to use anaesthetic, which will result in i-dont-know-what.
Initially I wanted to film down the whole process. But as I watch, i don't think i can tahan seeing it for another time somemore. As I watch also, I felt a bit dizzy then. The helper/fraud-nurse/attendant realized i am not in my best self i guess, cause she kept an eye on me and gave me funny looks. I sorta lose control over standing straight and the doctor, upon realizing somethings wrong, ask me to take a seat. I felt dizzy then, and i thought it was nothing. He asked me to rest my head on the desk, and thats how i fell into unconciousness, without myself realizing it.
The next thing i know is my mum calling out my name and said she's okay already don't worry. I saw their faces, but it's all spinning. At that time I thought I fell asleep on the desk and had a dream wtf!
I know, just like in the movies right. And i always thought it's exaggerated in the movies! They helped me move myself on the bed and there i lay, with a heavy head and apparently according to my mum, with a face as white as the sheets also. I also didn't know how I got up the bed, and when they took off my shoes and specs.
Despite lying there for what felt like forever, the dizziness and heavy head didn't subside. The helper fed me spoons of warm water but it didn't help.
Not wanting to be there any longer, I force myself up and while walking out of the consultation room, developed the urge to throw up. And there I went to the toilet, and puke like no one's business. I still felt dizzy after that, and pass out straight after i lie on my bed.
So now I am officially declared afraid of the sight of excessive blood, which they call hematophobia, or hemaphobia, which makes me a hematophobic, is it?? Now also I feel dizzy to recall back the entire mini-surgery. Damn damn damn gruesome. I paling kenot tahan the sight when he cut my mother's flesh/growth open just like that, without any mercy or anaesthetic!!! *shivers*
My mum who endured the pain and the whole process didn't pass out but the onlooker daughther did. If i am not me, I would've probably LOL already. Seriously siasui sia -.-"
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