L.O.S.T

I can't sleep well therefore decided to write here. It finally hits me that how serious a situation I'm in right now. I tried calling Bank Islam but to no avail, cause what the other person (or rather, machine) kept telling me is that this number is out of service/whatever fucks. It states there clearly that should you lost or got your ATM card stolen, you shall call that very number to report/cancel your card. I cannot imagine the money from my PTPTN gone, cause it's just the beginning of the semester which means there's still quite an amount in there. And also money from another account which if it's gone then i'll be really really xim tia T-T

I wanted to talk to my mother but i'm afraid she'll get worried, so i'm not gonna call her.

Another thing is i'm really really stupid for not noticing the number for these banks call centre. It's a corner on top  of the page, which in my opinion is kinda tiny. Which then results to me cancelling the cards after like a few goddamn hours after the realization. I think it's too late already, cause it's Malaysia here.

And there's IC, student id, license to worry about somemore. I already applied for a new IC before this but because I've problems with my thumbprints, they let me keep the old one while waiting for the new one. So i'm not sure what i should do. Student id is another mafan thing, without that i can't fucking go into the library. T-T

I've got to work later and i'm not sure whether it's compulsory to bring my id there or not. If yes then i'm doomed. I was looking forward to work, cause its pay is kinda good, but i don't think i can anymore now.

SHIT!