A Very Long Tweet

Too tired to say anything significant .

Was almost homeless(or more like, roomless) when i got back to hostel. But things turn out fine just as i had a feeling about when in the bus earlier. I can only say that I'm almost lucky, compared to many others.

Too worn out @@ to start the semester, or at least my legs & feet & heart are.

I needa chill, i want to go to KLCC, mainly because of its night view and the bigass park there. I wish i have a car here then i can go on driving around city(and losing my way while doing that) and enjoy the breeze from outside.

Yes, breeze, not smoke, cause i'll then drive in the midnight, where there aren't exactly many cars around, and i can roll down the window. Then on the radio and listen to random songs they play. I find listening to radio is best when ur in a moving car, at night.

I have seriously thought of discontinuing my studies.  Just don't have the guts to execute it. Yes i'm a coward thankewberrymush, but i did not asked to be this way. I just didn't find a point that support me to continue what i've been doing this one year.

i seriously, totally misses Sg. i'm envious of ppl who stay there, work there, vacations there. live there & etc.  i might be alone there but i did enjoy long lone train rides, long lonely bus journeys, where no one knows me. it is in a sense, security of some sort. yes i know call me weird or whatever names for losers u can think of, idrc i guess.

those long lone journeys - it gives me time to think, and breathe, and live a little. it enable me to connect myself with my thoughts i didn't know existed in me.

yes. i am. antisocial. thankewberrymush, if you had not realized. and most of the time, its not that i dowanna talk to ppl, but i just really donno what to say despite cracking my head for smth to say, just so not to appear rude or lansi or whatevarr. u can divert all your attention to others, iduncare, really.

i hate awkward situations and sometimes i'd go extra mile just not to get into one. and the extra mile might not be a good thing in some ppl's pov. like how i'd avoid certain meet-ups & so on so tht i wont be caught in one awkward situation. it's really not that i dont wanna meet you, it's just really my own prob tht is so major to me i can't let it go like that.

i'm just an antisocial, & thankewberrymush for reading. i should go get some sleep and heck care bout world cup finals.