Bummer

Why am I so cool? I don't even bother complaining bout not studying, I just let it all go! Why in the whole wide fucking world am I born with such capability of being overly calm when I am supposed to be freaking out? And when I am not supposed to feel panic or nervous, I feel panic and nervous the most, and have no control over it!

DAMN. 

Exams ain't a piece of cake, and I just received a somewhat miserable grade for the asessment of an important subject. But I am quite laid back about it still, cause there are other people on par with me in this case so I don't feel bad, which make this an evidence to what I've stated previously of being overly calm when I am supposed to feel nervous.

DAMN.

I really put shitty efforts in my academics. And I am not proud of it, alright. I don't know why but I didn't feel the urge/guilt/need to study at all this time. I blame it on the 3 long weeks of "Study Leave".

FUCKKKK

I so don't want to repeat, i bet no one wants! (unless the lecturer damn chio or shuai =P)