All because of my own stupidity - I left my room's key at home(town) and now I have no key to go into my room. I have been tumpanging in my friends' room since Friday. But I must thank Share Yuan and Sze Juan, like really sooo much. Cause without them and their generosity I prolly needa sleep at kaki lima with monkeys and kitties ;/ ;p
Well, my roomate is back but I don't wanna kacau her at this time, it's so late(or early :P) already and if I wake her up now, she prolly can't continue her sleep anymore, and I think her class is at 8 tomorrow. So I made the decision to not to sleep tonight, thus this blog post hehe.
Came back from Raya break since Fri to help out at PT. Today, or more precisely, tonight, is the time that I feel that my existence in PT did help out a tiny bit. Cause before this, I wasn't given much things to do and I really really felt so bad, useless cause its like my existence is just a waste of space. Felt so dungu, so stupid, so useless. Until just now, when we went to put up the lanterns from 9.00pm++ till near 4.00am, though I did nothing much compared to others, at least I have something to do, so I felt better. Or else I really feel that I should totally quit - cause felt really guilty. Some more I jumped from another biro to techical ><
Cause when I found out my job for the incoming events is just taking photos, I don't feel nice, felt so useless. Cause I guess taking photos is like the easiest job of all? It's like I'm so useless I can't do anything else besides taking photos. Though I like being the photographer, I don't feel nice acknowledging that the only ability I can offer is taking photos. ;<
Ahhh but I think I feel better now? Hrm hopefully I can help out more in the coming few days. Honestly, I don't feel the excited-ness and hype and passion that everyone else have before this. I think I'm slowly starting to feel the vibe. Good or bad? ;P
I really should try to understand what my linguistic teacher is saying cause the potential of me failing this course is sooooo high. I had a test the other day and just ngam ngam passed miserably.
I should quit FB and everyting else that had got to do with online entertainment, cause I gonna go blind soon. From 300++ degrees in Form 6, my left eye's disability increased to 500++, and later on will become 700++ if I keep going at this rate. I need to eat kei chis. My mum pack it in a bag for me but together with my key, I didn't know I didn't bring it back.
OMG I CANT CONT ANYMRE IM SOOO SLEEPY OUT OF A SUDDEN. I'M GONNA ZZZ ON THE TABLE FIRST NOW, TILL 8PLUS IN THE MORNING TOMORO WHN I CAN GO TAKE MY KEYS!! @@
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