I really really do. Sometimes I don't even wanna go down to the canteen, don't even wanna communicate with anyone. I guess the enthusiasm is just not there anymore...let's nto elaborate this..
Maybe that place is not for me afterall.. Maybe it really was a mistake to come back..
Is it so hard to find someone to call friend in class? I doubt I'll find any who's gonna sign for me when I'm absent, to tell me what to do without needing me to ask. It's not like I never try. In school, no matter which class, there was at least one friend there.
It's not like I want a friend because I need them to sign for me or to spoonfeed me. It's not about benefits. You'll never know how it feels, cause everybody have friends in class, "Who don't?" you ask.
Answer ; Me
You don't know me. You don't know what's happening. Stop telling me things will be okay and time will prove me wrong cause you don't know anything at all. I know I will and can adapt cause there's no choice., but right now, all I need is a friend...
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